Hello, people. It is Sunday. It is already December. Few days more to bid farewell to 2016. Yeah, 2016. Coming to an end of this 2016, I asked myself. What have you done in 2016? What have you achieved in 2016? I shared and asked the same thing to my friend who is close to me here in USM, Athirah! We were like, WHAAAAATTTTT???? Athirah said something like this, 2016 adalah satu-satunya tahun yang aku tanya balik, apa yang aku buat dalam hidup aku? Same goes to me, 2016 was not so good in term of achievement. A bit plain and boring, bumpy and sloppy, or even emotional roller coaster ride to me. Of course there are some good things in it, right? Gembira dengan kejayaan orang sekeliling, getting to know more new people, and some are your close friends now. That is all blessings I would say.
Okay now, turning 25 next year in 2017, of course I hope the year will fill with more happy moment or perhaps something magical :') However, my fears: not being able to fulfill my dream, not being able to support my parents, not being able to have an occupation... BUT BUT BUT... I always always tell myself, you have to work hard and leave the rest to Allah to decide. He knows what is best for you. As for now, I am trying to make things work. First and foremost, of course this study and dissertation thingy need to be done before I can proceed with my other wishlist or whatsoever so called my too long bucketlists! HAHA. 2017 is the year. I HAVE TO WORK ON ACCORDING TO MY PLAN. Of course, to graduate, back to Kuala Lumpur living with parents, look after them, get a good and decent job! (Pray for me, people).
At the age of 24/25 years, I think most of us including me is fighting with own self. Having a hard times -.- A lot of advice people will throw to you, and some could be encouraging and some could be useless. Nehhhhh! But for one thing, in getting something you want, you need to gave up on something. Sad enough! You have to fight some bad days to earn the good things in your life. At this very moment, I just hope, I am not losing myself, and we will have strength to pull through everything. Past is past.
I shall stop.
Tomorrow, I have to submit my assignment.
I don't have so much time but still able to write here.