Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, 

dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; 

Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

(Surah Al Baqarah: 216)

When are you coming back?

Cuti berapa lama kali ni? -Mama-

:')

I am just missing you, Mama. 

Thank you for loving me endlessly since Day 1 :D

Thank you for taking care, asking me this and that.

Always soothing! 

I love you too more than you ever comprehend. Hee.

As much as I am fond of music, 

your voice is my favourite song by far.

In this case, I should thank to Penang in particular 

for really teaching me the many many real meaning. 

RINDU yang paling terbanyak nya.

Untuk rindu yang tak terungkap dan sebagainya.

Until next time. Eh I wanted to write other things, but never mind lah, end up tulis lain pula. -.-

Regret? NO!

Where have you been? Where have you gone? Where are you, MOTIVATION, INSPIRATION, and PASSION? I know it is still there, too far maybe! Seems to have none of it right now :'( I put everything away. Maybe for a while. Ohhh Allah, help me! I can't help myself at the moment but to compare this and that. To compare myself with my peers. Feeling down, low, demotivated, just name it. And yes, these 2/3 weeks weren't that good. I have to change. I need to find myself back. Just yesterday, I realized that I should be grateful for all the things that happened to me.

I think that I am having a hard and rough times now, but I forgot that there are many out there are having much much more difficult times that I am. Ouchhh. Easier for the people to say, Be strong! Thank you, I appreciate it. I know I am the one who has to go though everything. You are fortunate enough, Aina! YES YOU ARE! Remember that. These hard times shall passed. However, through all these what I am enduring right now, I am glad that I could reach this far. Allah has given me the strength that I needed to continue this journey. Everything happen for a reason. Be grateful, always pray to Allah, ask Him for everything! Kau kena bangkit. There is hope :') Esok masih ada, insha allah!

I might have chosen the path that have less travelled by. PERHAPS!
Pastinya ada sebab. Pastinya ada sinar.
Aku nak lihat bila semua ini berakhir, aku akan tersenyum. PUAS~

Something of 2016 and the anxiety

Hello, people. It is Sunday. It is already December. Few days more to bid farewell to 2016. Yeah, 2016. Coming to an end of this 2016, I asked myself. What have you done in 2016? What have you achieved in 2016? I shared and asked the same thing to my friend who is close to me here in USM, Athirah! We were like, WHAAAAATTTTT???? Athirah said something like this, 2016 adalah satu-satunya tahun yang aku tanya balik, apa yang aku buat dalam hidup aku? Same goes to me, 2016 was not so good in term of achievement. A bit plain and boring, bumpy and sloppy, or even emotional roller coaster ride to me. Of course there are some good things in it, right? Gembira dengan kejayaan orang sekeliling, getting to know more new people, and some are  your close friends now. That is all blessings I would say.

Okay now, turning 25 next year in 2017, of course I hope the year will fill with more happy moment or perhaps something magical :') However, my fears: not being able to fulfill my dream, not being able to support my parents, not being able to have an occupation... BUT BUT BUT... I always always tell myself, you have to work hard and leave the rest to Allah to decide. He knows what is best for you. As for now, I am trying to make things work. First and foremost, of course this study and dissertation thingy need to be done before I can proceed with my other wishlist or whatsoever so called my too long bucketlists! HAHA. 2017 is the year. I HAVE TO WORK ON ACCORDING TO MY PLAN. Of course, to graduate, back to Kuala Lumpur living with parents, look after them, get a good and decent job! (Pray for me, people).

At the age of 24/25 years, I think most of us including me is fighting with own self. Having a hard times -.- A lot of advice people will throw to you, and some could be encouraging and some could be useless. Nehhhhh! But for one thing, in getting something you want, you need to gave up on something. Sad enough! You have to fight some bad days to earn the good things in your life. At this very moment, I just hope, I am not losing myself, and we will have strength to pull through everything. Past is past.



I shall stop.
Tomorrow, I have to submit my assignment.
I don't have so much time but still able to write here.


Take care!

Sharing from IIUM Confession

23

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

If you’re reading this, congratulations! For being alive, for choosing not to give up for whoever you are and whoever you wanted to be, but most of all, for your willingness to read this most definitely long post fully written in a language that may be alien to some of you.

Why in English? Nope, not a TESL graduate. Nope, not an English teacher. Nope, was not born in the UK. And nope, English is not my mother-tongue. Because I can, because I wanted to. Because I’ve read way too many harsh and sarcastic comments hurled at innocent people who just wanted to post their opinions in English, and mind you they were using decent English at that too.

I figured that one of the contributing factors of all these ‘hate’ is partly because people are not quite familiar with the language.

‘People fear what they don’t understand and hate what they can’t conquer’- Andrew Smith. Another part would be that people are just trying to be mean, which is so not cool. So here’s my post, simply put with some occasional errors so that you can read and hopefully, understand and be familiar with even for the littlest bit.

That being said, this post is written with the intention to share. Humbly, to inspire. Hopefully, to help. And most definitely, not to brag.
I may not be as experienced or as wise in life as the 30 year olds or the 40 year olds. I may even be much less experienced than the 20 year olds who have gone through a lot. So here’s 23 things life has taught me from my 23 year old perspective.

1. Being a total failure at 13 does not mean being a total failure forever. At 13, you may not have full and clear understanding of your surroundings and priorities. You’ll grow through the years and things will eventually, inexplicably and sometimes, miraculously make sense. You’ll complete the missing piece of the puzzle and you’ll learn through countless experiences, the good, bad and ugly. You’ll find yourself, who you truly are. Wait for it.

2. Keep a journal/diary/write a blog, whatever you wanna call it. Start from scratch. Start jotting events down, when you’re 12, when you’re 14. Heck, you can even start when you’re 30. Doesn’t matter, age is just a number anyway. Write for a span of months, years and one day you’ll look back at everything you wrote and you’ll realize just how much you’ve grown, just how much things have changed but some things or people stays the same. You’ll witness how everything passes by in dream-like rapidity that they’ll overwhelm you beyond words. Oh, it helps you in your essays too, it really do.

3. Growing up, we’re taught that silence is golden. The exact phrase can be seen on notice boards in schools, on walls in classes acting as educational ‘words of wisdom’. Well, I beg to differ. Silence is not golden. You know what is? Tact.

4. People does not define you. Your past does not define you. Your past does not determine your future. You are NOT who you were 5 years ago. So, why latch on the bygones? Move on, the future holds more than you can imagine and hope for. Dream, dare to dream. Dream big and work towards what you want in life. Strive for your goals because life does not stop for anybody. Hold this in your heart, NOTHING DEFINES YOU BUT YOURSELF.

5. There is absolutely nothing even remotely wrong for being a ‘nerd’. If being a ‘nerd’ makes you smart and helps you achieve your goals, then be one.

6. Read. Iqra’. Read everything and anything. ‘Read in the name of your Lord Who has created’- Al-‘Alaq. Read Leo Tolstoys, Hamka’s, Ramlee Awang Murshid’, Paulo Coelho’s, Hitler’s, Warsan Shire’s. Read the Holy Quran. You’ll be surprised of how much information and knowledge you can gain by reading. Read and you will see the world in ways you’ve never seen before.

7. You like make-up? Good for you. You like video games? Good for you. You like to bake? Good for you. You like K-pop? Cool, me too. You can like whatever you want, do whatever you want regardless of your gender, race or nationality. Respect other people’s preferences, just like how you want yours to be respected. Easy. Embrace instead of hate and the world will be a much better place.

8. Your happiness should not depend on anything/anyone other than your own self. If having lunch by yourself makes you feel contented, feel free to do so. Go watch a movie on your own. Walk around town on your own. Be alone with your own thoughts and discover your true self. It is always better to be alone than to be with the wrong companions.

9. It is okay to be single if that’s what you want. Being in a relationship is not a necessity. Being in a relationship is not exclusive. Being in a relationship is not a trend. Besides, I’ve figured that you learn to love yourself first before loving another. And for me, loving oneself is definitely not an easy job.

10. Never under-estimate the power of Dua’. Especially parents’ in general. Having a bad day? Ask for their blessings. Major problems? Call them and tell them all about it. Really need to find a job? Ask for their dua’. InshaaAllah everything will be eased for you.

11. Need to land interviews? Produce an exceptional cover letter with good written English (this is where your writings and readings comes to good use). You can just Google samples for cover letters and REFER (not copy and paste) those.

12. Need to get the job? Be confident when you speak during interviews. Both multi-national and international companies/firms will conduct the interviews in English. If you’re exceptionally good and confident when you speak, you’ve got better chances. How can you reflect your ability to make decisions at work when you’re unable to even speak confidently?

13. How do you speak confidently in front of people? Speak with the people. With your family, friends or even strangers if you got the chance to. No one wants to entertain you? Find companions who are willing to and keep them.

14. ‘People come and go, some like cigarette breaks, others like forest fires’- something I read on the Internet once.

15. Make time for people who matters to you. Between family, friends and lovers, family always comes first. Always.

16. You’ll learn a lot from observing people, so much more from listening to them.

17. To limit yourself from judging, always put yourself in people’s shoes. Think of what it is like to live their life. There is always a backstory that you do not know about when it comes to people’s characters or behaviors.

18. If you’re having difficulty waking up in the early mornings (or anytime at all) even with multiple sets of alarms (or with none), you can always ask the angel guarding your sleep (Qaihaq) to wake you up in time. InshaaAllah.

19. You don’t always have to do everything to fit in. Instead, do everything in your power to be happy. One of the many ways to be happy is al-Baqarah (2:277).

20. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Learn to see the beauty in everything and everyone. After all, ‘Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty, never grows old’ – Franz Kafka.

21. Nizar Qabbani once stated that, the most dangerous heart disease is a strong memory. Could not have agreed more.

22. You deserve someone who will love you for whoever you were, whoever you are and whoever you will be. You deserve someone who’ll protect and fight for you to death, who respects you and who treats like you’re the most important human being in the whole universe. You deserve someone who can make you completely, excessively and incandescently happy.

23. I love you and I believe in you. I’d have it spelt in the skies if I could. I know you’re strong and you’ll get through everything in your way. It’s okay to rest for a bit before you continue, just don’t ever stop fighting for what you’ve always believed in, that is YOURSELF.

So since you’ve successfully read this grammatically imperfect and ridiculously long post, feel free to correct me where I’m wrong (or just for the sake of commenting) in the comment section below, in one condition. You shall only comment in English. Fair enough?

Thank you and have a great day! Assalamualaikum.

– K.A.S

Attitude is everything :')

I am a believer of attitude.

I've always believe there is no problem or conflict that cannot be solved. Either the problem with yourself, friendship, relationship, family, money...just anything! If you manage to stay calm, back up, and think wisely...

YOU'LL ALWAYS WIN!

THE VICTORY IS ALL YOURS!

Always change to be good. Surround yourself with good people who has positive attitude, who will always help you along the journey. If you couldn't find one, BE ONE OF A KIND :') Seriously, tak rugi pun jadi baik!

Last minute plan always the best :')

Assalamualaikum. Hi, everyone. How are you ? I hope you guys are okay! Of course okay kan, as long you are surrounded with your loved ones, you will be good. So yeah, it has been 3/4 weeks I had spent my weekends here, in Penang. But lucky enough to have friends who really really understand and always ask and ready to help. Muah muah. 

Eh, ini cerita dia.....

IEQA: Aina, Padang Besar best ke? Pernah pergi masa kecik2 dulu je.

AINA: Tak pernah pergi. Tapi orang suka shopping kat sana kan.

IEQA: Jom pergi Sabtu ni.

AINA: Insha Allah :D

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AINA: Yani, free tak sabtu ni? Kerja ke?

YANI: Tak pun. Dok rumah je.

AINA: Nice, jom pi Padang Besar, nak? Sekali dengan Ieqa.

YANI: Boleh boleh. On!!!!

Alkisahnya. Wah, begitu mudah sekali. Kalau plan 3 bulan sebelum ni, maunya tak jadi. LOL. Jadi, ini yah :D :D 19112016 kami berpagi-pagian memulakan perjalanan ke utara. Nun jauh di hujung kampung. Ehhhh bukan. Aina dan Ieqa. Ceh ceh ceh, excited niiii. Kami membiarkan perut kami kelaparan sebab malam tadi Yani dah bagi tau suruh breakfast kat rumah dia masa pick up dia nanti. hailaaaahhh, why so sweet? Thank you, nasi goreng best :D Masak lagi nanti pleaseeee? Ayam goreng sekali! (Hoiiii sukati kau je Aina, orang bagi betis nak peha) -.- Insaf! Takleh lama-lama, perjalanan masih jauh beribu batu...Ceit, kau hiperbola apehal....cuma beratus-ratus kilometer~ Gituhhhh.

Setelah meredah perjalanan, daripada Pulau Pinang, stop kejap kat Sg Petani, maka around 10 am gituhh kami masuk lah ke exit Perlis. Wuhoooo. Hai orang Perlis, kami mai niiii. Dengan segala maklumat dan hasil google kami, huahuahua ditambah bantuan waze dan maps yang kekadang merajuk kekadang terlalu baik dan sudi menjadi pemandu arah, kami sampai ke Padang Besar tanpa kesesatan >.< 1030. Perlis not bad, cantik jugaaaa. Hijau-hijau masih banyak pokok, kawasan lapang seperti gurun Sahara juga ada. Nampak la UNIMAP hampa tuhhh :) Aww aww.

HELLO :) Padang Besar ada dua tau. Malaysia dengan Thailand :)

Teka lah, hat mana pilihan kami :D kehkehkeh. Jawapan berada di bawah.

Saja nak uji hampa.

CAK!!! Takleh agak lagi ke, kami kat Padang Besar mana? HAHA. Sila sambung beteka-teki. Mak aihhh, ni rupanya Padang Besaq tuhhh. Awat depa semua suka sangat shopping sini? Jom kita jamu mata, sambil beli-belah.

Seriously, panaih gila baq hangggg!!! Tahan je lah kan. Kau dah sampai, takkan taknak jalan shopping bagai. Barang semua best, tapi harga nak kata murah gegila tu, tipuuuu ahhh. Ada barang yang best, ada je yang tahpape. HAHA. Mungkin disebabkan poket kami yang tak berapa 'handsome', beli yang perlu-perlu sahaja. (Well, poket Aina Nadiah je yang kempis tu.) Yani and Ieqa, yadayada hurrraraaaayyyyy!!! Duit berterbangan gittewww.

HEY HEY :') So, this is the answer. Wow, pandainya hampa teka. Clap clap your hands. Meh, Aina tepukkan sekali. SYABAS. Tu lah sahabat baik saya, KAKAK HASYANI :D Kakak yang comel anggun menawan bijak kerja bagus. (EHHHH, taken okay!!) Dah pi main jejauh. Jgn PM nak berkenalan.

TARAAAA!!! Boleh teka tak kat mana pula ni? Disebabkan tak jauh sangat dan seiring sejalan, kami singgah di Bukit Kayu Hitam Duty Free Zone. Aww aww. Ni first time la Aina sampai kat hujung negeri Kedah. Betul-betul hujung. Mcm biasa, cuci mata, of course lah beli belah lagi :) huhu.

JENG JENG JENG :)

Beberapa langkah sahaja, kami sudah berada di Thailand :) 

Perghhh, masuk negara orang jalan kaki je. Hihi

Insha Allah, akan ke sana suatu masa yang sesuai.

SOON.

Around 4 pm, we decided to start our journey back to Penang. Alhamdulillah, it was good and smooth. Terima kasih, ya Allah sebab dah permudahkan dan pelihara kami semua. Hoiiiii, seharian shopping tak makan. Kerja gila! Exit Alor Setar sebelum hantar Yani, for solat and definitely NAK MAKAN! Loqstaq, nanti kami mai pulak no, takdan lah nak jalan-jalan hari ni -.- Nak ligan balik Penang lagi. Yay, 10 pm sampai lah di bumi bertuah ini :D

Nasi Arab dekat dengan Sekolah Sultanah Asma. 

Google2 pasai review kata sedap. Wajib lah try kan :) ting...boleh bagi 4 bintang :D

Ada anak gadis sedang muhasabah diri :')

Aina Nadiah. Nurul Hasyani. Afiqah Hanisah

Thank you girls for today. I am glad that I found you!

May Allah bless and this friendship lasts forever.

Until next time. Bye.

Hi. I am at the USM Main Library right now. I am super duper tired. Due to yesterday's jalan2 sort of thing. HAHA. Padan muka! Spent time with Ilham and Aqilah. I dont have many friends here, but it is true when you are growing bigger older and wiser, you keep your circle small. It is better I think :D

I am mess up with lots of stuffs, things need to be done, things to prepare, yadayada. haih. My laptop is also berserabut juga. I am waiting the right time to delete all the docs and pdf files yang berlambak-lambak niiiii. Okay, no points. Just my endless rants and ramblings. TATA.

BACKPAIN! 
Ouch. Couldn't think of anything.

Insomnia ke macam ni?

Selamat pagi :') Tahukah kalian, aku sedang berperang dengan sleeping pattern yang amat amat mengarut :'( Letih lah. 2/3 hari ni sakit tekak batuk running nose, dengan ulcer melata di mulut =.= nak makan pun susah TAPI TAPI ia tidak mematah semangat atau mematikan selera aku untuk terus mengunyah. Hehe. Siapa ada masalah tidur? Susah lah macam ni. So yeah, aku akan tidur sekarang dalam pukul 9 malam atau lebih awal dan akan terjaga pukul 1 pagi atau 2 pagi. Tak boleh tidur sehingga jam 5 pagi. Boleh tidur2 ayam sesudah itu, dan akan bangun untuk solat subuh dan juga dek kerana alarm handphone yang annoying itu akan mengeluarkan bunyian2 pelik. Hihi. Dan selepas subuh dengan mudah, akan terlelap kembali sehingga lebih kurang jam 8. Tak suka tak suka. I am a morning person. Teramat jarang sekali aku berperangai tidur kembali selepas Subuh. Tidur selepas subuh adalah TABOO. Adalah sangat tidak bagus. Bagaimana nak ubah keadaan ini? Kerana bila berlaku kejadian tidur yang sebegini, maka siang hari aku juga amatlah tidak produktif. AKU TAK SUKA!!!!!! Aku akan meneruskan siang hari membuat kerja2 domestik sehingga lebih kurang waktu zohor. Dan selepas itu lemau yang tak mahu buat apa2. Akan merasa letih, dan hanya mahu bergolek di katil walapun mengantuk tapi tak dapat lelap >.< Semalam sepetang masa aku dibazirkan begitu sahaja. BUKAN KEHENDAK AKU -.- Malam hari selepas maghrib, biasanya aku mampu buat kerja atau sekurang-kurangnya stay until 11/12 malam. Aku perlukan masa ini untuk terus menulis, menghadap bahan bacaan selalunya. Tapi sekarang tak., hanya dapat tidur 3/4 jam yang berkualiti, walaupun macam tak sepatutnya. Yelah, mungkin terbangun tengah malam tu boleh buat sembahyang sunat, tapi tidur yang tidak lelap dan merapu setiap masa juga adalah tidak elok, tidak baik untuk kesihatan. Sedihnya, nak kata terlalu penat sebelum2 ni, tak pasti lah pula.


Korang, ada cara ke nak ubah semua ni?
Korang mesti pernah alami juga kan?
Ambil masa berapa lama untuk kembali normal?




Yang buntu dan sedih,
Aina Nadiah.

Aku kini bebas

Sebenarnya nothing. But I think this particular thing deserves a post. Bila mana saya kenang kembali peristiwa ini suatu masa nanti, saya akan sentiasa ingat yang saya pernah mengalami episod duka dalam hidup ini pada usia 23 tahun. Cuma ingin mengucap syukur kepada Allah yang Maha Kuasa, masih memberi peluang untuk saya kembali sihat dan pulih seperti biasa. ALHAMDULILLAH. Hospital, clinic, have become my third or forth home for this one year. Medicine, wajib ambil tanpa boleh tinggal walau sehari pun. Doctors and me too probably are bestfriend I would say. HAHA. This is among the reasons why I have to be back and forth Penang-KL about a year since I commenced at USM. Segalanya telah berakhir semalam apabila saya berjumpa doktor untuk check up dan appointment. Sujud syukur. No more treatment, medication etc etc. Saya harap saya betul-betul stabil sekarang. Cuma kena sentiasa berhati-hati dan amalkan gaya hidup sihat. Thank you to Mama and Abah and families yang selalu bagi semangat. Mama lah terutamanya yang selalu nasihat with her comforting words. So, I am ready and fit enough for the next adventure :D Wuhoooo. Friends, either you know or not, thanks as well. Kamu semua memang baik. Tak pernah tinggal biar Aina terkapai-kapai mahupun tenggelam di lautan. Semoga Allah membalas segala kebaikan kalian. Saya hanya mampu doakan yang terbaik :D


p/s: Misi turunkan dua tiga kilo berat badan. HEHE
p/s/s: Misi rawatan wajah. HOHO

Penang to Kuala Lumpur

I am coming home. I am coming home. Tell the world that I am coming home. Tonight, I am going back to KL by aeroplane. It takes only an hour journey. But right now to wait until 11 pm is such a torture. (Exaggerate much? Huh). Ni lah dalam sejarah lama yang terpaling lama Aina Nadiah tidak pulang ke rumahnya. 8 weeks were not easy but luckily, I have all the help that I needed, I have all the friends to help me with anything I need. Thank you. Awak semua terlalu baik. So, the plan is tomorrow, I want to cook. I want to eat the home-cooked food. Tak kisah lah mama masak atau masak sendiri. Hua hua hua. Kesian, sampai teringin teringin la nak makan masakan rumah. Cemuih dah makan kat luar beli di kafe apa semua -.- Hmmm, 8 minggu ini banyaknya perkara yang terjadi. Rasa nak cerita, tapi saya lebih prefer untuk share happy moments disini. Insha allah soon, I will write :D Okay peeps, take care! Nak gerak dulu. Barang apa pun tak kemas lagi. Hihi.

Count your blessings

Indeed, Allah works in a mysterious way to His servants. Magical. The way beyond what I imagine. Living here, going through this postgraduate journey, and dealing with these stuffs always made me cry. Feeling down, demotivated, you just tell me what any other negative emotions that I could feel ;'( I am not always strong, but I do not easily give up. The time when I feel lonely, there come a friend or two who will ask me for dinner, who will cheers me, who will hold my hands and say we can do this. This is just a phase, temporarily. Luckily, around me are all the people who always ALWAYS spread the positive vibes! The people who did not judge me for who am I. (or they judge inside, hehe) People with a kind and beautiful soul. You are all so so pretty inside out. I was too overwhelmed with too much kindness that people showered me. I am very grateful and thankful, Alhamdulillah. Thank you, Allah.


I AM FOREVER BLESSED!!


"So, which of His favour will you deny?"

Sakit itu penghapus dosa

It is nearly there.

I am getting there.

Bersabarlah!

Dear body, be strong.

Couldn't wait to meet the doc and he will finally say,

YOU WILL BE FREE FROM ANY MEDICATION NOW.

Antara keinginan dan rasa hati

Ceh ceh ceh tajuk kau. Dah kenapa? Kepala dia dah terhantuk ke dinding gamaknya. Ohh, berhabuk rupanya blog ini. Perkara kehidupanku hanya seperti biasa. Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, cuci muka, mandi, breakfast. HAH! pergi kelas, baca thesis, menulis, makan, tidur. Jangan risau, masih berbahagia. Aku rindu rumah, rumahku di Kuala Lumpur. Aku rindu kotaraya itu, terpaling rindu, sehingga mahu mengalirkan air mata. Ini kali lah lama yang paling terlama dalam sejarah duduk di hostel tanpa pulang -.- AHHH, kau sedih ke apa sebenarnya? berhujung mingguan bersama rakan, mengukur shopping mall, seronok juga bukan? Ya, seronok, semalam kawan aku, yang baik dan sungguh baik itu (nama terpaksa dirahsiakan, jangan nak mengorat) HAHA. telah tidak lagi jiwanya tidak keruan setelah dia dan cinta hatinya (eh semalam belum, masih hanya orang yang digemarinya sahaja) ke stage yang seterusnya. Kalau aku kira, kisah mereka macam kelakar. Takpalah, semoga ke jinjang pelamin, doa aku. Sedikit sebanyak disebalik kisah keberjayaan hubungan mereka, aku adalah dalangnya dan tulang belakang. HAHA power kot aku. Nak minta tolong atau khidmat nasihat, okay please email me. takpun PM tepi. Ehhhhh! Susah jugak rupanya tengok orang bercinta. Serba tak kena. Perrrghhhhh. Okay okay, dah takde idea lah, nak tulis apa? Yelah, saya memang bukan penulis. KAH KAH KAH. Apa benda sebenarnya yang keinginan lah rasa hati lah? Susahnya nak cakap. Susahnya nak zahirkan. Tak best lah kena taip taip, kelajuan jari saya menaip tak sama dengan kelajuan otak saya berfikir. Rasa hati ni macam mendalam, mengusik jiwa setiap kali, keinginan terlalu pelbagai, kadang2 sehingga tak perlu. Okay lah, I will stop for now. Later sambung :)

Hidup perlu diteruskan

Hidup ini ibarat roda. Kadangkala kita dibawah dan kadangkala kita di atas. Bukan selalu kita boleh berada di awangan kerana kita sentiasa perlu berpijak di bumi yang nyata. Tapi tak salah bukan ada impian dan cita-cita yang tinggi melangit? Cuma, itulah. Siapa yang suka berada di bawah? Perlu bangkit semula selepas melalui episod duka. Saya percaya dalam dunia ini mana ada benda yang senang tersenang yang amat senang sekali. Menipu. Dusta belaka semua itu. Jadi bilamana kita jatuh, kita perlu beri ruang dekat diri kita sebab selama ini mungkin kita rasa selesa, sentiasa hebat, sentiasa di hadapan dan tak pernah rasa berada dibawah yang paling terbawah, maka beri ruang dan peluang dekat diri kita untuk bangun pelan-pelan.

Rome doesn't build overnight.

So does success =)

I have to find my grit once again.

Hello new semester :D

A new beginning, of course.

It feels like I have to/want to write here. Today is the first day of the new semester. I am still here. USM and Penang, my second home. I know I am probably not like my other friends who have started working, ada karier yang bagus dan saya masih lagi bergelut untuk tamatkan semua ini. But, insha'allah slowly but surely, I am the same old me who is ready for a new adventure. Insha'allah. Please pray for me, people! It was hard, the decision I've made, I hope is the best. May Allah guide me and give me strength to go through this.

At this point, saya selalu percaya rezeki Allah itu luas. Semua yang kita dapat hari ini adalah dengan izin Allah. Selagi mana kita berusaha, pasti ada jalannya. Bila mana saya selalu rasa down dan rasa tak cukup, saya selalu ingatkan diri ini yang bukankah Allah telah berfirman di dalam Al-Quran yang jika kamu bersyukur, aku akan tambahkan lagi.

Indeed, this journey has taught me a lot. Life is never meant to be easy. Bila mana kita rasa selesa dengan apa yang kita ada dan dapat sekarang, next ujian dah ready nak datang. Terlampau selalu saya perlu muhasabah dan motivasi diri. Kurangkan tengok kelebihan orang lain dan compare orang dengan kita. Sudah pastinya cerita kita takkan pernah sama :'( Everyone has their own struggle. But I am so lucky that I have genuine friends and supportive family members yang selalu nak dengar rintihan yang pelbagai ini. Memang saya insan lemah walaupun cuba nak jadi gagah selalu. Bila dah buat master ni, saya selalu jumpa lecturer dan student PhD yang pastinya dugaannya beribu juta lemon lebih berat. Maka, terasa saya kerdil disitu.

Yang pastinya, postgrad journey semua orang berbeza-beza. Please please please do not ask question yang mampu mengguris jiwa hati dan perasaan orang. Sebab semua orang pun tengah berusaha sedaya upaya termampu berlari-lari untuk sampai di garisan penamat. Sama2 lah kita doakan kita, ya.

Cukuplah. Saya nak start baca article, journal, mahupun thesis. Tak perlu tahu macam-macam jikalau saya sambung lagi maka akan terkeluarlah segala cerita yang kalian yang tidak perlu. HAHA. Nak tahu lagi, sila PM tepi. Eh tak, saya main-main je. Okay sudah.


Doakan segalanya dipermudahkan.
Semoga seisi alam ini mendapat perlindungan dan redha Allah selalu :)
Aminnn.

Selamat Hari Raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :)

Syawal is coming to really an end. Tomorrow is the last day :') Nothing much about my raya. I celebrated in Kuala Lumpur. Met families and friends, bersalaman, berziarah, makan-makan and etc etc. I still received duit raya which makes me happy. Syawal to me hari kemenangan. Gotta celebrate. Dalam masa yang sama kena sentiasa bersyukur. As time passed by, I love where Raya will be the time kita celebrate, berziarah, bermaaf-maafan, kenal each other, eratkan silaturrahim. Kalau boleh mmg nak jumpa semua kawan-kawan, but it is impossible la kan. *Nanti kawen I jemput* hihihihi. Thank you to those yang datang rumah aina, yang mana kita sempat berjumpa, yang tak sempat, insha allah there will always be next time :') Moga ada rezeki kita nanti. And at the age of 24, but you are still not working, people will go, buat apa sekarang? And because you are small in size, fewe makciks will go, Form berapa sekarang? *Ehhh, I look that young ke?* muahahaha.


As cliche as it might be, and you don't even know the answer,

BILA NAK KAHWIN NI ????


Apa makna Syawal pada anda?.

Secebis 2015 untuk diingati

Salam. Hai. Saja. Cuma rasa nak berceloteh. (eh favourite kot, bukan. eh tak, hobi juga la kot sikit-sikit) HAHA. Apebenda kau ni Aina? Hishhh. Tak tahu nak cakap apa, pergi main jauh2 sana. Maaf tuan-tuan dan puan-puan kalau mengganggu ketenangan anda, you may click the 'X' button on your right up there :) Sekian terima kasih. Okay, okay, nak sambung ni. Mari kita mulakan.

2015, saya kira satu tahun yang baik, antara yang akan dikenang sehingga akhir hayat. Ewaaahhh ape tahun lain tak beri makna untuk kehidupan kau ke? Beri-beri cuma mungkin 2015 lebih lagi. (Sila tepuk tangan). Dalam 2015 itu juga pastinya ada kejatuhan saya. Bukan jatuh tangga atau jatuh tergelincir okayyy! Ups and downs lah kiranya. Ingin sekali saya merakam segalanya di blog ini agar ia akan menjadi lipatan sejarah yang kekal abadi. :)

Tidak dinafikan 2015 itu terlampau banyak kejadian yang best, tak best malahan aneh berlaku dalam hidup saya. Mari saya listkan. Saya ke Singapura bersama teman-teman. Final semester untuk undergrad di IIUM. Grad dari IIUM. Kerja di Mood Republik ( ini pun nak bagi tahu ke? Suka hati lah ;p) Raya dengan bahagia. Interview di USM untuk Master. Bercuti di Down Under. Kehidupan sebagai pelajar semula. STOP STOP. Sudahlah tuuuuu.

Dalam semua yang tersenarai itu ada lagi episod duka lain di antaranya :'( cry cry cry. up until today mengingati kembali peristiwa ini, saya akan sebak mengalir air mata sebab masa itu dunia saya seakan gelap, memang nak terbalik walapun masih mampu berdiri tegak dan berjalan betul. Sepertinya saya masih diberi peluang kedua untuk terus hidup di dunia fana ini. untuk terus berbuat kebaikan dan bertaubat atas segala dosa.

6 August 2015. Semua kisah itu bermula. Badan saya seram sejuk. Bagaikan nak demam. Dan akhirnya memang demam pun panas sangat. Menggeletar. Tak mampu buat apa lagi. Bawah selimut je lah ceritanya. Makan tak lalu, mandi tak basah, tidur tak lena. Sad sad sad. Hari itu juga, saya ke klinik bersama abah. Suhu badan saya 38.9 degree celcius. Hmmmm, apa lagi terus kena ambil darah! Keputusannya hari itu juga, Aina Nadiah kurang darah merah, kurang zat besi. Tak expect tapi expect. Sebab dulu masa 13 y/o memang kena berulang ke hospital untuk hal yang satu ini. After 10 years, it comes back. It really happen.

Inilah dia ubat-ubatan daripada klinik kesihatan itu. Wuwuwuwu. Perit oiiii makan ubat. Bukan lah sejenis yang susah makan ubat tapi kalau dah banyak macam ni, tak lalu oiiiiii. Azab lah sehari-hari kena paksa diri makan. Demam, batuk, selsema, iron tablet, B-Complex, folic acid. Serupa orang mengandung punya ubat pon ada. Adoyaaiiiii.

Rajinnya kau menaip wahai Aina. Eh eh okay saya sambung. Fast forward, on 19th of August 2015, I had been admitted to the hospital :'( Tapi sebelumnya ada lagi rentetan kisah ini. Saya kembali ke klinik untuk follow up, x-ray dan sebagainya. Saya juga hampir dimasukkan ke hospital sebelum tarikh itu. Di keheningan malam, around 830 pm, saya semakin lemah. Lembik. Mama dan abah membuat keputusan membawa ke hospital untuk berjumpa pakar. Sebab asyik demam on off. Nasib baik selera makan okayyy.

So, here I am before admitted itu. Selepas berjumpa dokter dan again ambil darah lagi lebih byk kali ini. Nak nangis, sbb asyik x dapat :'( Jarum juga telah dimasukkan selepas itu. Kena drip air lah. Haih, for the first time in my life. Pengalaman lah. Tapi tak lah best kawan-kawan. Macam kena duduk dekat pusat tahanan >.< Bhahahaha.

See :P Lambat rupanya air tu nak masuk ke badan kita. Setitis-setitis mungkin. Aina cuma acting cool. Try to be relax as possible. Hehe. Tak lawak okay. Doktor cakap it is like I am having fever for unknown reason -.- Kalau macam ni, apa yang perlu saya buat dokter? 

Dugaan. Ujian. Pedih. Perit. Betullah kau lebih menghargai bila kau kena tarik nikmat tu daripada hidup kau. Lagi2 nikmat kesihatan. Please guys, don't take your health for granted. Tu semua tanggungjawab kita. 19th of August 2015, aku tumpas juga akhirnya. Berpagi-pagian bersama mama dan abah ke hospital, sebab memang ada appointment. Kalau tak, buat apa nak pergi kan. Hehe. Sekali, doktor pakar kata, KENA TAHAN WAD!!! Hah, I bring nothing along with me that day melainkan handphone dan sedikit wang, obviously sbb bawa purse lah kan. Can I go home first and come back? They replied, SORRY. CANNOT. We won't allow you to do that :'( Terpinga-pingalah Aina Nadiah disitu, masih tidak berapa percaya yang dirinya akan perlu stay di hospital yang tidak diketahui lagi berapa lama :'( akan tidur di atas katil hospital, dipantau oleh dokter2 dan nurse2 yang berkaliber. Dengan tenang, Mama dan abah kata tak apa, mereka akan pulang dan berkemas apa yang saya perlukan :) Terlalu, terlampau baik mereka itu.

Lebih memeritkan keadaan, disebabkan tak cukup vitamin saya perlu diet vege. Kata dokter itu. WHAAAATTTTT??? Can you imagine, makan nasi bersama sup sayur, tahu goreng dan sayur sawi :'( Jika anda mengenali saya, anda akan tahu tabiat pemakanan saya. Yes, saya kurang sangat2 makan sayur. Amat selalu dimarahi, dan masih tak sedar diri. Sepanjang kehidupan saya, saya tidak makan sayur dan juga takut mencuba. Namun, slowly makan carrot. itu sahaja. Seterusnya saya rasa bayam itu sedap. itu sahaja. Percaya atau tidak, ini memang memilukan, sehinggakan saya rasa, kenapa perlu saya disiksa sebegini rupa? (sorry lah hiperbola, sebab saya memang makan sambil pejam mata lalu air mata itu tetap juga mengalir.) Saya cuma ingat satu perkara mama cakap, "Please Nadia, makan! Kesiankan diri sendiri. Mama tak boleh tolong. Pedulikan pahit atau apa saja. Ni semua makanan berkhasiat". And I did. Saya masih ingat bagaimana perasaan dan rasa itu. Of course lah, keesokan harinya saya cheat sikit, mama masak kari ikan, so makan sayur2 yang banyak tu beserta kari ikan. Sedap bukan? Dan sepanjang disana, hari2 yang saya lalui agak bosan. YA BOSAN!!!! Saya sudah penat disuruh berehat.... 

That is Mahirah :) A future doctor masa ni. Cepat betul masa berlalu. She has just graduated this year. Just week ago. Takpayah gambar besar2. Serabut je hari2. Tak pernah saya membayangkan saya akan memakai pakaian berwarna hijau itu. Mwahaha. Thanks a lot dear friend for visiting me. Terima kasih banyak2 sangat2 kepada yang mendoakan saya agar cepat pulih dan sembuh. Tanpa anda sedari, anda telah menyuntik sokongan moral dalam diri saya. (waahhh, lama benar rasanya tidak berbahasa melayu baku).

SILA JANGAN GELAK!!!

Mimi, thank you for coming :D Siap makan2 dekat kafe lagi bersama-sama. Dan alhamdulillah setelah 3 malam berkampung di hospital, saya dibenarkan pulang. Huuuurrraaaaayyyyyy!!!! Melompat girang dengan kerinduan terhadap rumah yang sudah memuncak. Alhamdulillah. Consider everthing is alright walaupun masih perlu makan ubat :D Perkembangan positif, saya kini dah banyak sikit makan sayur. Hehehe. Pencapaian yang agak hebat disitu. Terima kasih nurse dan doktor yang merawat saya dengan baik sekali, moga Allah balas segalanya yang baik2 untuk kalian.

Ini adalah gambar rentetan sesudah demam :D hihi. Kurusnya waktu ini. 

Berat turun dan badan ofcos lah susut sedikit.

Hashtag Kenangan Pahit

Wassalam.

Happy Father's Day

Hi.

As far as I could remember, I rarely share or write something about my dad. I call him ABAH :) Hmmm, kenapa eh? Sedih betul. Tapi saya ada banyak je kenangan bersama Abah. Dari kecil sampai dah besar panjang ni. Yelah, pada siapa lagi tempat kau nak bergantung harap kalau bukan mak ayah kan...Hehe. Kalau nak list kan satu-satu panjang berjela-jela lah karangan aina nadiah tentang bapa saya dan pengorbanan dan jasanya :P hehehe.


He is the type of dad yang akan tanya, macam mana sekolah hari ni? what happen? kerja sekolah ada? macam mana exam? okay tak?

He is a type of dad yang akan bawa kemana sahaja kalau benda tu melibatkan pelajaran. Masa sekolah dulu kena buat folio habis serumah kena dengan Aina ni. Haha. Nasiblah. Bawa pi library, nak interview kawan mama yadayada.

He is a type of dad yang akan sentiasa tanya okay ke tak? Sihat? setiap kali call daripada asrama. Ni lah manusia yang mengada kadang2 air takde nak balik, baju tak basuh minta tolong ambilkan supaya boleh basuh dirumah, yang tiba2 rasa nak makan makanan mama masak, nasib lah duduk asrama tak jauh mana. tapi tu semua wayang masa Form 1 je. dah naik F2 semua boleh je buat sendiri :)

He is a type of dad yang bila anak sakit, akan secepatnya datang sekolah melawat, bawa klinik ambil bawa balik ke apa ke, walaupun dah lewat malam dan esok tu dia nak kerja :'( I am probably anak yang agak selalu sakit, immune tak kuat. ulang alik hospital masa F1 byk lagi lah yg sakit kecik2. -.-

He is a type of dad yang tak pernah kata NO bila anak2 minta tolong. Sedaya upaya nya tolong dan luangkan masa untuk semua anak dia.

He is a type of dad yang selalu akan tanya, duit ada lagi tak? what else do you need? Okay nanti abah bank in duit. Jgn sayang sangat duit kalau bab makan. Hehehe.

He is a type of dad yang byk membaca, ambil tahu mcm2 perkara, suka cerita balik, minta pendapat, dan selalu buat kami berfikir. Jarang la nak marah atau membebel tapi kalau dah naik angin tu takut la juga >.< errkkkk.


Banyak sgt lah aina fikir lately, lagi2 rasa tanggungjawab sebagai anak. rasa berat. tiba masa untuk berbakti. They are growing older dalam kita sibuk mengejar impian dan macam2 lagi lah. Okay abah, Selamat Hari Bapa. Abah itu tiada galang gantinya :) Sayang tidak terperi. Please do know that I love you so so much!!!!!

Moga Allah balas segala kebaikan yang abah dah buat, 

moga Allah beri kesihatan yang baik, moga abah dalam peliharaan Allah sentiasa.

Love,

Nadia.

Determination

I have never wanted something so BIG in my life.

But at this point, I know this is the ONLY thing that I want.

I want it.

I am going to get it.

I will go for it.

I will fight for it.

Perseverance is key.

Have faith.

Never lose it.

Don't give up.

Way to go, girl :')

Hello May :D

Since I embarked my MA journey, I already knew it would be a different game! And after few months, I never thought that MA is _______________________ (you can fill it). I started to think why didn't no one tells me earlier that this program would be bla bla bla bla...

I keep on struggling to make a change bits by bits despite falling so hard at the beginning. My first semester was terrible. I constantly sick, had fever flu cough and what not, plus it was jerebu during that time. (memang menambah rasa lah kan >.< ) My friend told me that I have to double the effort. I know I HAVE TO BE DISCIPLINE! Time management is very very important.

I have to be productive the moment I opened my eyes. hehe. I have to plan and work everything according to timeline. Probably, I have to also force myself to meet the lecturer often, go to the library and do my work there. Just tebalkan muka and ask people when I don't understand things. I have to self-motivate (selalunya nak nangis je) to keep going!!! My friend once told me you can cry. Then stop, and start your work. NO MATTER HOW, KERJA MESTI SIAP!!! I couldn't agree more :) Thank you.

Looking back to the days when I was struggling finishing the assignments, juggling between presentations and stuff, I smile widely. HAHA. Now matter how early I have started the work, I tend to change edit here and there till the very last minute. Selagi tak hantar ada saja yang tak kena. Sampai ke akhirnya masih buat kerja. So bad, tapi kadang2 puas juga. When you received a good grade, the feeling is so so good and satisfying, feels like jumping all around. But when it is not, terus rasa down and demotivated. What's wrong what's wrong?????? (Feel like throwing the paper) Hmmmmm.

Hey, how come I came here, writing yadayada ??? Ya Allah, I shall stop now. Pray for me, people :D I am now at the mid of term 2. 2 assignments and 2 presentations are waiting for me. Mwahaha. Tunggu apa lagi Aina, jom jom start :P



Tulisan dari hati,
Aina Nadiah (yang amat merindui Teratak nombor 10 di Kuala Lumpur)

Self-reminder

Tick tock tick tock. It is already 1/3 of April. Time flies so so fast! Where have all the time gone? Huh. Home is just not a place to do assignment, homework etc etc. It feels like so very difficult to have the guts to start sit still and focus on your work. Dan Aina Nadiah adalah sejenis yang lambat insaf nak memulakan segala kerjanya sebab dia selalu nak buat kerja lain dahulu, house chores biasanya :) Habit yang tidak bagus langsung. Rasa macam nak lempang diri sendiri. Dan jika dia telah mula menulis dan menaip lalu dipanggil membuat urusan lain, dia akan pergi meninggalkan assignment nya tergolek-golek tanpa rasa bersalah, lalu sejam dua kemudian dia hanya akan kembali ke laptop dan shut down sahaja -.- Ohhh mehh, tergendala la assignment itu ceritanya. Jangan jadi macam saya okay. Saya masih lagi belajar dan sentiasa memperbaiki diri sendiri. 

Sepertinya ada yang dapat merasai apa yang saya rasa, amboiiiiii! sampai lah sejenis mesej di whatsapp berbunyi:

"Aina, study elok2. Jangan malas2. Best of luck tau. Take care"

Ada juga yang mesej sepertinya berdoa buat saya:

"Ya Allah, semoga Aina Nadiah makin rajin dan dah tak malas2 nak study dan buat thesis. Aamiinnn"

Please please dear self, kuatkan semangat! Selalu percaya, ramai manusia yang baik hati selalu doakan yang baik-baik untuk dirimu. Kau sentiasa ada mereka juga :) 

Menjelang UlangTahun Kelahiran

Hello April :) With love. April has always been significant to me :D
Mengapa? Terlalu banyak sebabnya kalau mahu dilist kan. Ehh mengada pula!

I am turning 24 in few more days. Sedang bergolek-golek di rumah dan berbahagia di samping keluarga tercinta. Ya, saya cintakan mereka :) Jauh menyimpang, saya sedang bercuti mid semester selama seminggu sebenarnya >.< Makanya juga, hujung minggu ini saya akan kembali ke Penang, nun di utara tanah air sana. Ohh Malaysia ku! Yesterday, mama went like, "nanti hari jadi Nadia takde dekat rumah la ye". Saya hanya mengangguk-angguk. "Dah besar anak mama (dialog seperti tahun lalu, haha). Know what, mama sempat tengok Nadia membesar depan mata mama about the first 12 years of your life". Tiba-tiba rasa sebak, my eyes got teary.

Indeed, it is true. I have been away from home since I was 13. Kiranya 12 tahun seterusnya, saya berada di merata-rata tempat untuk pelbagai tujuan. For most of the time, I spent in school and university. My teenage years and young adult life, saya tiada di rumah. Jauh dari pandangan mama dan abah. From Kampung Batu Muda to Bandar Menjalara to Jalan Kolam Ayer to Nilai to Gombak and now to Gelugor. Mungkin ini adalah keseronokan, kegembiraan dan perjuangan untuk diri saya dan saya rasa ini juga adalah suatu pengorbanan mama abah, mereka perlu melepaskan saya pergi menjadikan saya kurang masa bersama keluarga. Ya, mungkin juga kita lebih hargai jika kita punyai waktu yang sedikit, dan cuba menjadikan ianya sesuatu yang berkualiti. Every second counts! Saya tak pernah menyesal, sebab saya juga belajar banyak perkara. (banyak nya kalau nak cerita).

Living with both working mom and dad, they will surely get tired, thus, we had a helper in the past. Mama said, "Dulu pun, mama kerja. Pergi pagi balik petang. Anak-anak Kak Ha tolong tengok, jaga". I know what she meant. Dia tidak dapat melihat saya membesar setiap masa. Dan kini, bila dia sudah habis dengan tugas hakikinya, saya juga masih jauh dari pandangan mata :'(  Kak Ha was and is still good, so kind-hearted, she helped mama doing house chores etc etc. She was with the family for quite a long time and she left us in 2007.

Kata-kata mama membuatkan saya berfikir macam-macam hal. Saya perlu meneruskan perjuangan dan tamatkan segalanya secepatnya. Bukan kalut, tapi perlu ada perancangan :) My parents too are growing older. Terlalu banyak hal yang berlegar-legar di kepala saya kini. Satu persatu pertanyaan muncul, dengan emosi yang tak menentu kadangkala akal menjadi tak waras beberapa ketika -.- huh. Saya memilih untuk menjadi positif :) Yeah! Pastinya ada sesuatu yang Allah telah aturkan dan lorongkan buat saya. Saya hanya perlu gigih berusaha. Pasti ada jalannya kelak. Saya selalu terapkan dalam fikiran ini, dalam hati, "Niat yang baik, Tuhan tolong :)"

I love you, Mama! 

You itu mama ter- AH-MAZING dalam dunia ini.

Universal Studios Singapore (USS)

So the next day, 14th January 2015 seharian kami menghabiskan masa di USS :) wallllaaaaahhhhh. Tiket kami dah beli dari Malaysia lagi daripada seorang agen ni. Aishah nama dia. Bila dah sampai sana senang la kiranya, dan kami beli dengan harga RM 165. without meal voucher and souvenir. Its okay sebab kat dalam tu mostly non-halal food yang dijual. Rasanya ada satu cafe je serve halal food. Don't worry outside food boleh bawak :) Bawak la botol air, water cooler is everywhere kalau nak refill. Penat tau beratur main pelbagai rides. Jalan ke seluruh pelosok USS tuhh. Hehehe.

When we arrived, "Ouh, this is USS!! tempat wajib ambil gambar. Hehe. 

Saja nak cerita sikit, dari MRT Aljunied Station tu, stop dekat HarbourFront. Then ada MRT asing yang boleh bawa kamu2 sehingga ke depan USS. Thanks to this one uncle dekat kaunter yang suggestkan kepada kami2, takpayah lah bazirkan $4 utk train tu. Why don't you guys jalan kaki je dari HarbourFront ke USS :) about 2 km, walkway dia ada bumbung, so x de masalah. Jalan bersama rakan2 gelak2 tadaaa sampai. boleh menikmati pemandangan dan mengirup udara segar plus JIMAT! but it's up to you :D

Begitu gembira seorang Aina Nadiah :P hehe. Tazabaaarrrr

Sebelum bergambar ni, pergilah main Transformer Ride dulu.Mak oiiii, Nak dekat sejam beratur, main adalah dalam tak sampai 5 minit. HAHA!!! Sila datang masa weekdays. tu pon ramai, tak kerja ke semua orang2 ni????

Lupa ni nama dia, dia mcm cawan pusing lah :P kat funfair mana2 pun ada. tapi yelah kami ni seronok terlampau, semua benda harus dicuba :D Mufidah memang kalah bila bab2 pusing2. So dia surrender dan ambil gambar kami :P

INI APA?? Roller Coaster lah :D

Ride ni pun best...mcm roller coaster jugak tapi tak adventure sangat. 

The Mummy Ancient Egypt.

Kebebasan :)

Amboiiii dok dalam ni, jalan sampai sakit kaki pon takpe. 

Sampai tak cukup tanah panas2 pon redah juga.

Ouhhh, I miss these three :) Kita ke Istana Shrek, Far Far Away. cantik sangaaaatttt. 

My jaw dropped!

Okayy okayy, USS ni best lah untuk kau enjoy bersama rakan2. ada je permainan2 yg boleh kau rileks2 naik beca, kereta api yg slow2 itu :P Ada pertunjukan dan macam2 lagi lah. Masuk2 je dapat peta, pergilah pilih nak yg main dulu.

Ada juga permainan yang kau akan basah kuyup...Hehe. so kena pakai raincoat. macam kami kami beli dari sini. cheappp. kat sana pon ada jual siap cop USS lgi. $4. Kami seharian tak makan, HAHA! Around 5 kami gerak balik ke hotel :D chiowwww.

Mungkin akan datang aku datang sini bawak anak pulak kot! Ehhhh berangan!

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Masa2 yang ada perlu digunakan sebaiknya. Lepas Maghrib je, kami ke mall yang terdekat. Dinner, makan ice cream yada yada :D

Tengok performance kat Marina Bay. Ramai je orang2 yang balik kerja melepaskan penat disini. huhu. Pidah said exactly macam kat Darling Harbour, Sydney.

Ni macam donut tapi bukan donat :P Halal~

Sedap sangaaaattt. Kat Malaysia takde, so harus laaaahhh cuba :D

Time to check out :) Heading to JB :D

Okay tips, kalau balik dr Spore ke KL boleh je tapi mahallah, melainkan ko memang byk duit. Fare about $45. Kami pergi JB baru $2. then dari JB balik KL RM 35. Tak ke banyak tu boleh jimat :D hihi. Tata. Panjang pulak, tapi banyak gambar. :D